Thursday

I am a little slow posting again.  Although Tuesday I came home feeling decent considering the travel and big day, it hit me like a ton of bricks yesterday!  So I really only got the basics done yesterday. Today is better although it is slowing me down quite a bit again later this afternoon and this evening.  Hopefully tomorrow will be better--it just seems to take a few days to recover sometimes from a busier day.

The news from the gynecologic oncologist was quite positive.  The "mass" is still there.  However, he has renamed it from a concerning abnormal cyst to the hydrosalpinx.  I had misunderstood, evidently, that both were there.  His theory is that the hydrosalpinx was caused by the abdominal infection I had a few years ago.  So chances are that it has been there for a while and we just didn't know it.  Since it has not changed in size since they started monitoring it in March, he feels that it is stable.  As I've said before, under normal circumstances he would have removed it right away when it was found but because of my abdominal surgical history the risk is higher having surgery than not.  So I will need to have ultrasounds every 6 months indefinitely to be sure it doesn't start changing.  I asked if we could go once a year, but he didn't find that acceptable. :)

The appointment with the neurologist was honestly disappointing.  Our appointment ran 2 1/2 hours behind schedule so when the doctor rushed in he was obviously behind schedule and in a big hurry.  This was the first time that I felt that we didn't have a "good" thorough appointment at JH. (I had always worked with a neurosurgeon before, so although I had met this doctor once before, I hadn't worked with him). He hadn't looked at my record at all prior to coming into the room and didn't know what was going on.  After discussing my case for a couple minutes, he decided that the goal should be to improve the headache and the symptoms like the noise sensitivity, etc.  He decided that I should try something entirely different to see what happens.  He decided that we needed to try Botox injections in my head and neck.  I honestly am skeptical that this will be a solution, but I will probably try it just to see.

We are still so thankful that I am doing so much better than I have for years.  When we think about where I have been, with indescribable head pain, I have come a long way.  Yes, it would be so wonderful if I could get better yet, but we continue to remind each other of how far I have come.

Since the injections would be repeated, we are working on getting a neurologist in the area to work with me on that, hopefully to follow the protocol of JH just to give it a fair shake.

At this point, I am really tired and my head is a little more irritated than usual. I am a little overwhelmed with all that is happening, as many moms may be at this time of the year, but I think that makes my head more irritated.  So we will just take things one day at a time!  Please don't be upset if I am not communicating as well as I should be, though!

**By the way, my dad is doing amazingly well!  It will take a bit more time to fully recover, but we are so thankful that the Lord spared his life!