Today hasn't been quite as good--who knows why. I am a little headachey--not bad at all but it is always concerning. I walked around outside this afternoon and noticed clouds coming in so could the weather be changing? I really need to watch the weather more closely.

I haven't been taking pain medication since returning from Florida. I really don't like taking it so when I can live without it I generally just skip it. However, I am still taking a sleeping pill. My sleeping isn't so good yet, but hopefully that will improve with time. It usually does.

I don't remember if I have written this already, but I feel like I have an urgency to try to get in as many activities as I possibly can. Even if I am not quite ready, I am pushing to do things. Probably the "just in case" mentality that I just can't shake. I've been up and down so many times and haven't been able to do many normal things for such a long time. So I really want to go out for supper (not sure what I will eat!), go to a movie (it has been a few years), go to a concert (Steve Green is coming to town), and I really wish the kids had activities that I could watch right now while I am doing well. I can't say that I am pessimistic but maybe just realistic after the experiences that we've had. That being said, I really do think/hope/pray that our challenging journey has come to an end and that life will just become more and more normal.