Saturday

I guess I am a little stuck on the rudeness of the ns on Monday. I see that I repeated myself but it has been difficult getting that out of my mind.

Yesterday I told Kyle that I just wish I could be better--all the way better. I am doing remarkably better than the last few weeks and am thankful for that. However, it would be so incredible just to feel well and to have my normal strength, etc. It affects every area of my life and that of my family. Every thing that we do has to be adjusted to fit my issues and that can be so frustrating. Kyle ends up doing so much more and sometimes I would really just like to do these things for the joy of doing them!