I must admit that I am afraid. Not of the surgery, recovery or pain. I am afraid that the headaches aren't going to be done after the surgery. Everything seems to point to this and we are moving forward because we don't know what else to do. I'm not sure how much endurance I will have after this if the headaches continue.

Things are coming together. We have made plans for the kids and appreciate the help people are giving as we prepare to leave. We plan to leave Saturday morning. I will get a few shots at the hospital to help control the pain while we travel. So far I have been cleared for surgery. I have gotten a few tests back from before and they are normal. Should hear about the heart test and others soon.

Our concern now is that I not develop the flu or a cold which would prevent the surgery. We are also hoping that my doctor here will be able to find a neurosurgeon in this area that will be willing to reprogram my shunt if needed. We really need to have ns around here that will do that but we are concerned. Many specialists are not willing to take me on now because of my medical history and because I am considered a complex, dificult case.

We continue to covet your prayers.